basically a place where i can rant about everything that drives me crazy on a regular basis!

i might have completely given up on decorating this page, but that's okay i'll get back to it eventaully(,,¬﹏¬,,)

the collection of books i've read so far 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

Roald Dahl: Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator

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Robin Cook: Fever

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Enid Blyton: Puzzle for the Secret Seven

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Edid Blyton: Sock for the Secret Seven

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Enid Blyton (again... i went through a phase): the mysteries collection vol. 1 (also couldn't find the cover so...)

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Enid Blyton; The Famous Five - Collection 2

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‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹music holds a very special place in my heart, it always has. every album here is an album i have listened to and have enjoyed, and it’s also basically a list of albums i have downloaded. gather or theorise what you will about the type of person i am based on these albums alone lol, my taste might seem a little ‘basic’ or ‘based’. i personally like all types of music, but these genres speak in a different frequency to me, so i mostly gravitate to anything that sounds similar to this. each of these albums has a story behind them and i intend on babbling about them here (as God intended). i hope this list grows overtime as well, but for now, here it is:

1234 alex_g_offline

in all homesty, i downloaded this four track ep in a frenzy. i had just learnt about alex g, immediately falling in love with 'pretend'. i hated how short the song was, well, at least at that time it felt short T_T (it's a six minute song). my favourite songs are 'pretend' (of course), 'i wait for you', and 'sometimes'.

2 mac demarco

this was the second mac demarco album i got,mostly because of 'my kind of woman', i think. it just sounds soooo good, and i'm pretty sure it was one of the albums that got me into the genre. my favourite songs: 'dreaming', 'ode to viceroy', 'robson girl', 'the stars keep on calling my name' and 'my kind of woman' (obvi(⸝⸝⸝-﹏-⸝⸝⸝) this was actually the first song i cried to, not only because it sounded absolutely amazing, but because of how fondly mac sang about this woman.)

addison addison rae

i remember people being so obsessed with 'diet pepsi' on tiktok some while ago, talking about how addison rae's rebrand was "phenomenal", "generational", and that if "any bloke wants a rebrand they should take notes from addison rae." of course, some of these were never actually said in this way, but i assume they were implied. at the time, i was severely uncultured, since i didn't spend half my time on tiktok during the pandemic (don't ask what i was ACTUALLY doing, i don't remember). when this album was about to come out, the single 'headphones on' was released, and i guess it served as a reminder that she was dropping soon, because suddenly my feed was FILLED with videos about it. i caved in eventually, opening up my youtube to listen to the song. i've only ever heard snippets of it on tiktok, and well, you know what they say about tiktok songs(˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵). I FELL IN LOVE WHAT??? i was so so annoyed that i only learnt about addison this year, learning that she was a tiktok star during the pandemic. YOU'RE TELLING ME I WOULD'VE LOVED HER THEN TOO?? SHUT UPPPPPPPPP i wasn't even in the least skeptical that the album would flop because well, i already listened to all the singles amd watched the videos for them too and loved them so much and felt sooooo excited and i was gnawing at the bars of my enclosure, dying of anticipation and what not. then i heard about the controversies. shit. i ABSOLUTELY HATE WHEN SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENES MANNNN cause i was really vibing then heard about the racism stuff and i was like "what the fuck?" when the album came out, i didn't listen. i didn't download. i ignored it, despite the fact that i was fangirling about it two weeks prior. looking back at it, it was kimda stupid(,, ‸ ,, ) i was following what every one of those addison haters was doing, and i felt guilty because i really wanted to listen and support, but it felt like i'd be disappoimteing a portion of people that stood on hating. which, again, sounds stupid, because i shouldn't have let myself be a follower in that way. luckily i didn't, and eventually listened to the album... the downloaded it... then listened to it on the way to school, on the way back, while i cleaned... i watched the music videos religiously, mesmerised at literally everythung about them. so glad to be alive in the same time as this album and artist. also, here are my favourite songs!: 'new york', 'money is everything', 'high fashion' (i absolutely love the video too (๑>؂•̀๑)), 'times like these' and of course, 'headphones on'.

another one mac demarco

severely embarrassed because i almost forgot about this little ep :/ i really like 'the way you'd love her', 'no other one', and 'a heart like hers'. there's not much to say about this one, sorry, it's perfect.

"awaken, my love!" childish gambino

i really like this album, and i think it was one of the first childish gambino albums i've listened to. i unfortunately have not have time to listem to it recently, which is really weird seeing as though i listen to music ALL THE TIME and i just skip over this one :(. my faves are 'me and your mama' (if this isn't your favourite song too, what's your problem?), 'riot', 'redbone', 'california' (i like california, the state' as well), 'terrified', and 'baby boy'.

beatopia beabadoobee

beabadoobee is another one of those artists i regret knowing about so late T^T the entire album is a ten, and i love every sinlge song. the album cover, the videos, EVERYTHINGGGGGG she's so talented and i admire how she captures the feeling of summer in such a perfect way, through the lyrics too, which is something i've barely seen been done well is some songs i've heard (i'm biased(,,¬﹏¬,,)) i know i said i like all the songs but '10:36', 'see you soon', 'the perfect pair' (also called 'the song that started my beabadoobee obsession'), 'broken cd', 'talk', 'fairy song', and 'you're here that's the thing are MY ALL TIME FAVESSSSS

because the internet childish gambino

no i haven't watched the film this album is apparently attached to and no i have fully listened to said album. i'm actually starting to think i'm not that much of a big childish gambino fan, which is okay, i just like a lot of the songs and have about two or three of his albums downloaded... because the internet is such a silly name to me, becuase 'of' would have fit perfectly in the title, and it still boggles my mind as to why he decided against adding it. maybe the film explains i don't know O_o i like to call this album because the interweb sometimes because i have an odd obsession with the word 'interweb'. i don't listen to this album that much anymore, mostly becuase the version i downloaded has censored some of the songs, and i HAAAATTTTEEEEE censorship. anyways, here are my favourite songs: 'ii. worldstar', 'dial up' (yes, i'm aware it's like 44 seconds), 'i. the worst guys', 'iii. telegraph ave.', 'iv. sweatpants', 'v. 3005' (the song that started it all( ꈍ◡ꈍ)), 'ii. zealots of stockholm (free information)', and 'iii. urn'. wait, now that i'm thinking about it, i think this is the album that got me into childish gambino

blond frank ocean

i actually heard a lot of these songs from my my brother, who loved frank ocean and all his songs. i didn't know a lot about frank ocean at that time, but i remember spending so much time figuring out if he could actually sing or if he used autotune, especially on the song 'ivy', which was dumb, because that song alone should have answered my question. when i was like 15, i think, i downloaded the album and listened to it for the first time... LIKE ALL OF IT. i was laying down too, i guess trying to experience it better. it's just that type of album. i was 15 when i found out this was the last thing frank had released, having been on hiatus since his brother passed. i still feel that pain in my chest every time i listen to this album, remembering how badly the interweb treated him for not releasing anymore music ("people can't grieve that long!") or how they treated him during and after his coachella set that one time in april 2023. this album is so incredibly amazing and cool and frank is so incredibly cool and talented and this album will be my fave of all time by him. it sounds like a late night ride around california, with the wind blowing your hair as you poke your head out of your white ferrari (see what i did there lol). but at the same time, it sounds like a summer day spent sulking in your bed, or just sitting in your rooftop watching the sunset. it sounds and feels like a lot of things, and i'm so grateful it exists because i too feel and sound like a lot of things and i sometimes wish i had something that captures that really well ( spoiler: i found it :) ) my favourite tracks are: 'nikes', 'ivy', 'be yourself', 'solo', 'skyline to', 'nights' (NIGHTS MY ABSOLUTE LOVE I LOVE THIS SONG OMG OMG), 'self control', 'close to you', 'white ferrari' and 'seigfried'

call me by your name: original motion picture soundtrack various artists

this movie was my exposure to a lot of great things: firstly, it was the first queer film i watched, the first luca guadagnino film i watched, the first film that exposed me to timothée chalamet, and the first soundtrack for a film i liked so much i had to download it. there are so many great songs, even though i find it a little weird some of them don't have lyrics. but i've grown fond to the instrumentals, and i think they sound really nice. the entire soundtrack is phenomenal, and it reminds me of the sum glistening on a river or some other body of water. a lot of luca guadagnino's films are like that in a way, which is why i love his work so much. call me by your name is my second face film directed by him, the first being bones and all. my fsve tracks from the soundtrack are 'sonatine bureacratique', 'lady lady lady', 'futile devices (doveman remix)', 'words', and 'love my way'

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